Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Bella's Bambino




Felicita e gioia; a baby is born

You may remember meeting Bella in a previous post about the train journeys, where I described a wonderful journey between Brescia and FFM, which she enjoyed while heavily pregnant. Well, she has had her baby; a beautiful, beautiful boy.

I met him today, finally after a 9 month journey which Bella so graciously allowed me and other friends to be a part of. He is truly beautiful and he looks so like his father.
Welcome to the world, beautiful boy; Benvenuto nel mondo ragazzo bello
Tanti Auguri Bella e il tuo marito
Life is beautiful sometimes; it certainly is today – Che Bello!
t-catx

Friday, March 26, 2010

The madness of spring





Spring fever is not a myth. I can vouch for it because I am really suffering from it right now. Truly, madly and deeply; (even scientists and doctors have confirmed it is a very real syndrome by the way, its not just t-cat making excuses for my normal eccentricities and follies)

Spring fever is a kind of craziness; a madness that gets into your soul after a long winter. Finally one gets a little bit of exposure to sunlight (and maybe a few daffodil particles) and it sends the mind and body nutty; sobriety and common sense give way to lunacy and fanciful ideas. Life’s too short to always be logistical and sensible anyway, don’t you think?

I have the occasional slight headache, (more irritating than painful), a little bit of dizziness and a lot of hyperactivity. It is like being punch drunk and feeling merry and off beat. Add in crazy bursts of energy where you just want to hang from the rafters and swing from the chandeliers (I hope our landlord is not reading this), an added friskiness and there you have spring fever!

How long will it last I wonder?????? Do I have to wait until summer's arrival to be tranquilized, or will I calm down again before June? I will keep you posted

t-cat x

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

From Russia with Love...Babushka with cats








What does an Amore bring a t-cat home from a week long expedition to Moscow?

Babushka of course; a glorious set of five dressed in Russian red with angelic faces of beautiful rosy cheeks, large blue eyes and russet hair. The beauties are accompanied by the most gorgeous cats ….except for the last babushka, which has a little mouse………………..прекрасный (beautiful)

a very happy t-cat x

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Farewell to winter






Why am I the only one that is lamenting the end of what was a long, snowy winter in Germany????

Today the sun was out and a gentle warmth hung in the air.
Cafes have opened up their outdoor tables and people are flocking to them, desperate to lap up minutes of sunlight and warmth. Indeed, Spring is emerging and the people of FFM are rejoicing the end of what was a long, cold winter, knowing that spargel (white asparagus) and strawberry season will soon be upon us.

But I am sad, not yet ready to say goodbye to winter and the gemutlichkeit that comes with it…..

I have loved this season’s hats, coats and boots (yes, the boots this season were magnificent, too beautiful to hide away in the wardrobe, but they must now give way to strappy, sexy open toe shoes, preferably with a six inch heel).
I don’t want to say Auf Wiedersehen to the comfort of cinnamon scented Gluhwein, to be drunk while chatting with strangers in the snow, or the cosy fireplaces in restaurants and taverns, the warming schnapps or grappa after a walk home in the cold air or the incredible beauty of the snow on the pine trees in the Schwarzwald….But until next December; Auf Wiedersehen winter

t-cat x

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Snow in Krakow


Snow in Krakow
Originally uploaded by t-cat1
A snowy, romantic evening in Krakow......what's not to like?

Friday, March 19, 2010

Warsaw, the city that refused to die






I was unfair to Warsaw in a previous post (the beauty of the train journey part1)

I focused on two buildings; the communist era train station and I posted up a picture of a building known as “The wedding cake”, a gift from Stalin to the people of Warsaw.

I want to do the city justice now, and speak of its beauty, its pulse, its heartbeat and its soul.

Warsaw is a giant awakening from a communist slumber. Give it a few years and it may well become one of the economic powerhouses of Europe The people are warm, friendly and vibrant and beautifully dressed.
There is excitement, hope and optimism that envelopes one as you walk the streets. It is impossible to ignore, just as it is impossible not to be moved by the plight of the Polish people; for centuries they have suffered invasions and occupations, war and much bloodshed. Yet Warsaw has a pride and a beauty, a spirit that refused to die.

There are elegant café’s and bookstores where intellectuals meet to debate politics and philosophy and ponder on the ways of the world. The coffee is strong and fragrant and the Paczki are mouthwatering. (Pronounced Pontski and calling it a jam doughnut does it no justice)

Warsaw has one of the most beautiful historic old towns in the World, the centerpiece being the beautiful Warsaw Mermaid, her sword and shield aloft, ready to defend the city.

There is the monument to Warsaw’s favourite son, the stirring statue of Federic Chopin. It is whimsical, poetic and dramatic.
It is impossible not to hear Prelude Op.28 No 4 as you stand in the rose garden to admire it.

The most stirring thing of all however has to be the Monument to the 1944 Uprising. Honoring the brave and noble resistance fighters that took a nationwide stand against the Nazi’s on 1st August 1944, it is a symbol of the Polish pride and courage. It ended tragically and as many as 16 000 Polish insurgents perished and thousands more injured.
One can only fight back tears and stand in silence, reflecting on the brave that were determined to try and rescue Poland, restore some pride and reclaim their country.

Warsaw is a city that grabs you by your heart and soul. It is both poignant and merry, elegant yet slightly run down. It makes you love it, passionately, but with a hint of melancholy as it inflicts you with tales of sadness and tragedy. It inspires one to be courageous and fight to the end for whatever you believe is right; as you stand under the monument to the 44 uprising you would be ashamed to ever turn a blind eye to injustice again. And of course, there is Chopin… I can’t wait to return; I am longing for the Paczki now…..
t-cat x

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Brescia, La Citta Bella







Yesterday I rhapsodized about the beauty of Brescia, Bella's home town in Northern Italy.

A place this special is worth sharing with you.

Life is beautiful sometimes

t-cat x

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

The beauty of the train journey (part 1)








Forget the stress of airports and airlines if you possibly can.

There is no more beautiful way to travel than by train (okay, provided someone with really smelly feet who insists on taking their shoes off doesn’t sit next to you, and even if they do, unlike in a plane, you are not restricted to your consigned seat, you can move around, spy on who else might be on the train, sit in the dining car and just promenade through the carriage if you so desire.)

Unlike a flight, which you often wish to forget once you have safely rescued your luggage from the baggage carousel, a train journey can linger in your memory forever; what’s more, a train journey can be seductive and leave you longing for more and more.

I am fortunate enough to have experienced and loved several wonderful train journeys. I relaxed and ignored my book, as I become entranced by the scenery or by the other passengers on the train. I have witnessed arguments and farewells between lovers, sat next to rude people talking loudly on their cell phones but who no sooner have they finished their call, tell me off for making the minor noise of flicking through my camera. I have watched people argue with the Deutsch Bahn Crew and the TrenItalia crew (And always come off second best).
Last year I traveled to Munich with my good friend DKC; we went in search of our seats to find a group of tourists had claimed them, leaving us no room to step inside the carriage due to their multiple bags. After we squeezed in one of the group added injury to insult by coughing and spluttering and sneezing over us (Didn’t even cover his mouth!!!!) I felt an argument of my own coming on, (German is a great language for an argument) but the calming, easy going nature of DKC, a few rounds of drinks and the soothing tranquility of the Bavarian countryside and everything was fine again. I was in a fine mood when the train pulled into Munich.
Each journey is like a new chapter of a book, and one cannot help but wonder at the characters that hop on and off; where are they going, where have they been?

Here are a couple more of my most memorable train journeys:


Rome – Firenze; the train was full, thus my amore and I could not be seated together, so we followed the smell of ground coffee beans (is there a better fragrance in the world?) to the dining car where we sat for the journey. The entire counter was taken up by a gigantic espresso machine which, in between making espressos, the barista rubbed and polished the machine, lovingly and with pride. It gleamed like a diamond, inviting us to have another and yet another espresso. Needless to say, I watched the Tuscan country side turn into Lazio in a caffeine infused high.

Last Christmas my amore and I traveled from our home in Frankfurt am Main to Basel, Basel to Art Goldau, where we picked up the Cisalpino, which wove its way through the glorious snow covered Ticinese countryside, through the splendid cities of Bellinzona and Lugano, before crossing the Italian border, continuing through Lake Como to Milan.
We sat in the dining carriage, (an experience I encourage you to take if you ever get the chance) alongside a large window eating perfectly al dente spaghetti, drinking Chianti and espresso, while being afforded the magical views of Ticino and Lake Como. I said to My Amore “Life is beautiful today”

For the return journey I was accompanied by my gorgeous friend Bella
Bella is one of the “Hubsche hausfraus” (Pretty housewives of FFM, as I affectionately call my group of friends. If you continue reading my blog you will get to know Bella and a couple of other beauties)

Bella ‘s home town is Brescia, in Northern Italy and a more divine dream of a place is hardly possible; an ancient castle hovers over a beautiful, ancient town, while high, snow capped alps linger on the Horizon and beautifully dressed people promenade the streets. (One is half an hour from Milan if that helps define the level of elegance)
Bella is beautiful. Think the class, elegance and poise of one who grew up near Milan with the savviness of London chic (where she resided for five years) thrown in. She has beautiful eyes, like a deep aqua lake and the beautiful honey coloured skin that many northern Italians have. In two words, she is impossibly beautiful; married to a beautiful man who adores her (Successful banker) and she scales mountains and cliff faces for fun. She is, at the moment expecting her first Bambino (I can’t wait to be Zia). There you have Bella.
I left Roma early one morning to travel to Brescia to meet her. Between Roma and Verona (where I had to change trains) I found myself seated opposite a divine looking man, dressed in designer jeans and knitted jumper, with an elegant scarf flung casually over his shoulders, as only continental men can. He had espresso coloured eyes and unruly dark hair that fell nonchalantly over his face. Needless to say, I could not help myself; I had to keep casting my eyes over the top of my edition of La Repubblica to look at him (Oh dear, Bella will be cross now – well La Repubblica was complimentary, courtesy of Trenitalia!!!!) and on the occasions he caught me peering at him he would smile in an amused kind of way. His amusement turned to laughter however, when I tripped over my own suitcase as the train pulled into Verona. He rose from his seat, steadied the suitcase in the aisle for me and thrust my battered edition of La Repubblica back into my hands “Arrivederci” he said without so much as a backward glance.
So after a couple of glorious days with Bella and her beautiful family, it was time for the two of us to travel home to FFM.

First, we caught a regional train to Milano Centrale, where we both went crazy over a tiny puppy that sat in its owner’s Furla handbag, his button eyes surmising the busy laptops that surrounded him. At Milan we switched trains, to one bound for Basel.

Did I mention that Bella was (and still is) heavily pregnant? But that did not stop us lugging on heavy suitcases filled with wine, grappa, boots and everything else one buys in Italy. (No airline could possibly have let us on board with the amount of bags we had) We did not need the dining car because Bella’s mother had made us a beautiful picnic, including vegetable risotto to eat on the train. We had our Italian versions of Vanity Fair and Glamour to read, as well as lots of chocolate. What’s not to like, right?
We were in heaven, as the train sped through Lake Como to Switzerland. The sky was blue and we had perfect glimpses of the lake and the majestic mountains as we observed the breathtaking scenery of Lake Como turn into Switzerland and tiny alpine villages of Chalets.

At Domodossola, high in the Alps, we were joined in our carriage by La Strega (a witch). She was ferocious, glared at everyone and placed her shoes on the table in front of her seat (never mind that another customer will come along and eat off that once she disembarks.) She shot us a death stare if we so much as glanced at her, which just dissolved us into impossible giggles.

Despite the curse of la Strega hovering, the journey went too quickly as we drank in the scenery, observed and pondered about the other passengers. We spoke non stop; girl talk- about everything and nothing- of the year that had just passed and the year that was just beginning. We spoke of Bambino, waiting to be born, but made his presence felt with a kick here and there. We had the luxury of time, and nowhere to go to other than where the train was destined for. It was a beautiful day and before we knew it, Trenitalia pulled into Basel on time (And incidentally, our connecting Deutsche Bahn train was cancelled, so that puts that theory to rest)

Another journey, which still takes my breath away, was traveling from Warsaw to Berlin on the (modern upgraded Warsaw- Berlin express.)

It was last October, but Poland was already covered in a thick blanket of snow. Warsaw is a city that I adored, for its sprit and poignancy; the monument to the ‘44 uprising tightens my chest and brings tears to my eyes, but more on Warsaw another time.

My amore escorted me in a taxi. It was early morning. A grey light hung filtered over the sky as the sun tried to wrestle with the clouds. We made our way to the big Stalinist era railway station. All announcements were in Polish. Both my husband and I were dressed in fur hats a la Dr Zhivago.
My train was not yet up on the departure board, so we sat amongst other passengers, drinking strong coffee. The melancholy of the early morning and grey skies and communist architecture of the station must have seeped into our souls; I felt a sadness, as though I were saying goodbye forever.
And then the express to Berlin suddenly flashed up on the screen, giving me minutes to find the platform. Then the train pulled in and I kissed my beloved goodbye, with a feeling, not only that we were suspended in time, existing in a past era, but also that we were in a spy movie.

I found a compartment, which was mine alone for the entire journey through the snow covered villages and flatlands that is rural Poland.
The other compartments were full of people huddled together, speaking secretively, giving furtive glances over their shoulders, just like in a cold war spy movie (unless it was my overactive imagination). No, It WAS a spy movie; a scene straight out of a John le Carre novel. I felt the intrigue, right until the train pulled into the big, modern glass building that is Berlin Hauptbahnhof. The spy movie now over and the credits rolling, I was back to reality as I scrambled to find my connection to FFM.

One last journey to mention; FFM to Paris; how wonderful to be a woman traveling alone with the flirtatious, (all male) SNCF crew. Let’s just leave it at that……..

t-cat x

Sunday, March 14, 2010


Okay, so I flew off the handle in my last post.

I hate cleaning, and I am really terrible at it. I despise it with a passion and the mere thought of it makes me fly into a rage. But I would rather despise it with passion than be indifferent to it.

But half an hour has past and I have calmed down now, and it is Sunday night. I have a Provencale Dish of meat, olives, thyme and white wine simmering a top the stove and I thought I would post a picture of real beauty - The Brienzersee in Central Switzerland- A place that one could never be indifferent too, a place that will linger in my memory forever, a place where one could grow old and never tire of the scenery. Isn't that what we all live for?

T-cat x

We are not all domestic goddesses

By the time a man marries, one would presume he knows his wife fairly well.
If they are not already co- habiting, one would think in most cases, the besotted has visited his beloved at home; in her apartment, house, shared house, family home or whatever she may live. You have fallen in love with her, for better or for worse. Maybe she shares your love of a football team, reads Sartre and De Beauvoir or knows that the SPD will only win an election in Germany when they find another Willy Brandt. Whatever the reason, you love her company.

So, by the time a man marries he will know if he is getting a domestic goddess or not. If she is not a domestic goddess by your wedding day, DON’T EXPECT THIS TO CHANGE.

If suddenly she becomes like Nigella Lawson or Martha Stewart, then you are indeed both rare and lucky. Don’t bother buying a lotto ticket, because your numbers have already come up.

So, if you marry, in the knowledge that your wife, when she was your girlfriend or fiancé, lived in a house that was a little untidy, or worse, with unwashed dishes strewn about the place, unwashed laundry, unvacuumed floors, a shower that you dare not dip your toe in, then I repeat the line above; DO NOT EXPECT THIS TO CHANGE.

Now you are legally wed and maybe you have a nice home together. The sudden expectation that she will mop floors, pick up flecks of dust, fold napkins and tea towels neatly in the draw, handle a toilet duck with adept skills, have the kitchen looking more sparkling than a spray and wipe ad, and iron your shirts without wrinkles or watermarks will bring you nothing but disappointment. If you think she can learn the above tricks, let me tell you something else; you are either born a cleaner or your not.
Its time to focus on her other attributes; can she cook? (No, cooks and cleaners do not necessarily go hand in hand. Some women are wonderful cooks who clean up perfectly afterwards. Other women are wonderful cooks, can dish up a delectable feast but the kitchen will look like a bomb has hit. (Hint- Appreciate the delectable feast)
Many men are married to accomplished women who are brilliant at their professions; you may be fortunate enough to have married a brain surgeon, teacher, writer, lawyer, computer programmer, politician, human rights activist….the list has endless possibilities (Hint- don’t complain if they can’t clean, they will no doubt contribute to your well being in old age).
Some men know their wives go to any length to be immaculately groomed day and night. (Hint- don’t complain about the cost when the credit card bill comes in, you know how much you enjoyed the envy of other men last time you went out) and others have a skilled lover/ tigress in the bedroom (Hint- don’t complain full stop!)

But if domestic woes are casting a shadow over your life; the mess and clutter is making your life unbearable, or her moods are making you miserable, as she tries without much skill to put some domestic order into the place and you feel you might be heading for the divorce court, there are answers. Tell her to put the dusting aside and take her to the football, or out for dinner to discuss Sartre or the reality of Politics in Germany if you prefer. But if this does not recreate domestic harmony, there are only three more solutions: don’t marry a woman who is not a domestic goddess in the first place (if that’s what you really want), hire a cleaner or do it yourself.


Good luck

t-cat x

Friday, March 12, 2010

The most soulful eyes in the world

I wonder what is going through his mind....usually mischief, but a very cute , furry type of mischief....when you are this beautiful you can get away with anything......

Il sogno


Il sogno
Originally uploaded by t-cat1

Beautiful. I wonder what she is dreaming about.........

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Reading Albert Camus gets Paris under my skin


Hotel de Ville
Originally uploaded by t-cat1

Reading Camus makes me long for Paris again. It is just a train ride away (three and a bit hours) Dare I wander near the train station tomorrow?...I may well be too tempted to climb aboard.....

The intrigue and tragedy of the unfinished (and posthumous) novel



As I read Albert Camus’ The First Man, I am trying my hardest not to take a peek at the last page. I admit it is a bad habit, and something I am sometimes guilty of when I am reading novels, but then again I was the child that always went in search of Christmas presents before the big day (and, sadly, became very good at feigning surprise as I opened them – yes, I was a very naughty child)

But there is something so intriguing, moving, and indeed poignant about a novel that was not finished; a sense of sadness as one comes to the last page and realizes that the author never completed a story they wanted to tell. A story that has enticed you until the last page, but somehow you close the book feeling you will never really know the whole story, always to be kept wondering the true fate of the characters.

The last incomplete novel I read was the dramatic Suite Française by the Ukrainian/French author Irene Nemirovsky. The novel is meant to be five stories with reoccurring characters, alas only two were finished before her tragic deportation and subsequent death in 1942 at Auschwitz.

The two stories, Storm in June, and Dolce, rescued for later publication are captivating tales of people and families during the German occupation of France. They are beautifully crafted, with characters the reader can love or loathe, characters which were to reappear in the planned Captivity, and potentially named Battle and Peace (forever to be absent from literary shelves, such loss to readers)
The appendices and footnotes now torment us, as we can read what she may have had planned for the characters, but sadly we will never know how her five part story was meant to end. Nor we will never have the joy of turning the pages of Captivity, of being entranced by Nemirovsky’s skilful prose, or the pleasure of engaging with characters such as Lucile or Madame Pericand from Suite Française, who bring war time France alive with vivacity.
(What is more tragic are the accompanying hand notes and letters that appear at the end of Dolce, where she ominously writes of the fear that she may be captured and sent to concentration camp, and the letters her loving husband dispatched, desperately trying to secure her release, before his own capture by the Nazi’s. Like the diary of Anne Frank, such diary notes put the horrors into some perspective, if that is possible, for generations who have lived only in times of peace, never known persecution on grounds of race and religion)

Now, as I turn the pages of the ultimate and unfinished piece by Albert Camus, The First Man, I am intrigued by his notes, his additions and deletions on the story that was to be (and surely is) his masterpiece, as he tackles a man in search of his identity, torn between France and his childhood as a Pied Noir in Algeria.

Already the story is getting under my skin (I am only at page 45); a man in search of himself, Camus uses Jacques Cormery as his alter ego. I can feel the heat and dust of Colonial Algiers and feel the sweat of a hot and uncomfortable sea journey between France and Algeria as I soak up the words of Camus. And the realization that his father had been so young when he was laid to rest in the war graves of Northern France, that maybe Jacques own 40 years had been “foolish, courageous, cowardly, willful”, made me reflect on my own years too, wonder what use I had made of my time.
I am desperate to experience the story, becoming not just intrigued with the character Jacques Cormery, but with Camus himself. (The brooding Pied Noir, who wrote The Rebel, a philosophical essay on rebellion, what’s not to like?)

But as I read, I find I am distracted by the footnotes and appendices that explain his deletions and omissions he cruelly did not get to return to and elaborate on. (“Enlarge on war”, he writes to himself, or “from the beginning should show the alien in Jacques more” and “chapter to be written and deleted”). And I then I pause, cast the book aside for a couple of moments to ponder; how alien is Jacques meant to be. What more did Camus want to say on the war? Chapter to be written and deleted could surely have meant a shift in the existing story line. (Incidentally, it is chapter 3 earmarked for deletion and a rewrite, the chapter that describes with great affection his childhood mentor in Algiers)

We should be grateful that such books exist, that manuscripts were rescued by fortuitous thinkers in times of tragedy. In the case of The First Man, the manuscript was found in the mud at the accident scene in Villeblevin, where Camus perished tragically in Jan 1960. It was not published until almost 35 years after his death. The notebook containing Suite Française was kept by Nemirovsky’s daughters until 1998, when they decided it was time for publication. By allowing publication of these two novels, the children of both Camus and Nemirovsky gave a gift to the world of literature.

I am already wondering how abruptly the story of Jacques Cormery might end, how much of the story is missing, and how many hours will I lie awake pondering the real fate of the character and will I know which side of the Mediterranean he truly identifies with….but I don’t want to look at the back page…just yet

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Paris in Autumn


Jardin de Luxembourg
Originally uploaded by t-cat1
Paris, last Autumn. The sky was blue by day and warmth hung in the air, but turned to a crisp chill by evening.
In search of a beautiful moment ,one has to look no further than dreaming of Paris, whatever the season.

Friday, March 5, 2010

Snow in Tuscany







I made a glaring omission in my last article, titled beauty.

One of the most beautiful things I have ever seen was snow in Tuscany, in the beautiful hilltop village of Volterra. Life is indeed beautiful sometimes

t-cat x

What is beauty?






What is beauty?
Since the beginning of time mankind has searched for it; in forms, large, small, concrete and abstract; it can pass through our lives and touch us fleetingly, it can be present every day, whether we notice it or not, and there are times in our lives where we feel it is eluding us or where we don’t wish to see it or feel it, because we are carrying a heavy burden, such as grief or sorrow.

It can be something as fleeting as a swan swimming on a lake in winter.
Beauty is a city; Roma and Paris and a reunified Berlin, complete with its painful reminders of its recent history. Of course beauty is Venice, La Serenissima, queen of the Adriatic.

Beauty is people, mankind.
It is a woman in her sixties, who has gathered about her an air of mystery that comes only with the passing of time or closeted secrets. I saw such a woman enter a restaurant in Milan, and every table turned to gaze at her; that was beauty.
It is a girl on the cusp of womanhood in love for the first time and the boy who finally finds the courage to smile at her.
I once saw a woman standing on the steps of the Jeu de Paume in Paris, no longer young, with lines on her face, lines of character and wisdom. She was dressed completely in elegant black save for a magnificent ruffled collar. She was surrounded by men, each competing for her attention. She was beautiful, whoever she was.
Beauty must be seeing the elusive cherry blossoms of Kyoto, and basking in the afterglow of making love, with a long time amore or an illicit, secret love.
Beauty is definitely the four legged furry creatures that fill our lives, watching a cat sleep and wondering what he or she might be dreaming of; watching your lover sleeping soundly and contentedly next to you.
Some beauty is on a grand, breathtaking scale, while something just as beautiful is a small gesture; the Sistine chapel and a child’s hand painting on butcher’s paper that was drawn just for you.

Small things can bring us a moment of beauty every day; a bowl of spaghetti sprinkled with pecorino, dark espresso coffee with a layer of crema, a bottle of Chianti that you are longing to open, a cup of herbal tea before bed that promises sweet dreams while you slumber.
Beautiful is the sight of a parent smothering their child with kisses.

Beauty could be (and should be) the bigger picture, things the world wishes for but remain elusive to mankind; a solid two state solution in the Middle East, human rights in China, humanity, peace and health in Africa, as I write this, aid and humanity are required on a grand scale in Haiti and Chile. The world needs cures for cancer and diabetes and motor neurone disease. Can beauty lie in the hope that such wishes may yet be fulfilled?

Beauty is a feeling or a memory that never leaves you. It is a love that passes through your life fleetingly and a deep love of a soul mate that lasts ever after.
It is the person you never thought of as a friend but who suddenly comes to your aid in a time of need and the friend who you knew always would.
It is the realization of the greatness of civilizations that existed before you, and that will come after you, knowing you are a small part of such a chain.
Beauty is performing a small act of kindness every day.

Beauty is a moment of self acceptance, when you finally like who stares back at you from the mirror. (Even if you hate them again tomorrow)

Sometimes, in that time of grief or sorrow, when you don’t wish to search for beauty, it finds you and lightens the burden, removes the load from a shoulders even if just for a moment, and then you know that life will go on. That is beauty.